It's 3 a.m. again
Walls closing in
Shadows on my ceiling
Won't let me sleep
Heartbeat in my throat, tears I never showed
Smiling in the daylight, but inside I'm weak
Every quiet corner
Feels like it could cave
I'm staring at the mirror
Searching for a name
Jesus
I'm afraid
God please help me
I'm too tired to stand, will you hold me?
I'm screaming out your name from the middle of the lake
I'm afraid
God please help me
Friends moved on, us stay stuck
Weights so heavy, I can't get up
Everyone thinks I'm fine
They don't see the war inside
I'm trying to believe when my faith feels dead
And every promise I know but I doubt again
I don't have the strength
So I just give in
Jesus
I'm afraid
God please help me
I'm too tired to stand, will you hold me?
I'm screaming out your name from the middle of the lake
I'm afraid
God please help me
Every quiet corner
Feels like it could cave
I'm staring at the mirror
Searching for a name
I'm trying to believe but my faith feels dead
And every promise I know but I doubt again
I don't have the strength
So I just can't be alone
Jesus
I'm afraid
God, please help me
I'm too tired to stand, will you hold me?
I'm screaming out your name from the middle of the lake
I'm afraid
God, please help me