Pins and needles in my face I
Can't trust my feelings anymore
Shouldn't have looked behind the veil my
Whole world's at war
'Cause they've been feeding us a fable
Swallowing the rabbit whole
I can't keep quiet at the table
Anymore, no oh
I hate my fucking guts right now
Reckon you'd be better if I never existed
Sorry that I let you down
Found a way to hide
And now I'm addicted
Give me something to believe in
Some kind of system override
I need to give my ghost a reason
To let it slide
'Cause everyone's too scared to heal
They don't give a fuck how they feel
And I just don't know how to deal anymore
Maybe the damage is done
Maybe the darkness has won
And we were programmed
Just to suffer
I hate my fucking guts right now
I'm sorry that I let you down
I hate my fucking guts right now
Reckon you'd be better if I never existed
Sorry that I let you down
Found a way to hide
And now I'm addicted
'Cause the world is a scary place
Scary future
Scary fate
Thought the pain
Would teach me somehow
But the only thing
I figured out
Is life is a grave
And I dig it
And I dig it
I don't wanna lose myself again
I don't wanna lose myself again
'Cause the world is a scary place
Scary humans
Scary race
Thought the pain
Would teach me somehow
But the only thing
I figured out
Is life is a grave
And I dig it
'Cause everyone's too scared to heal
They don't give a fuck how they feel
And I just don't know how to deal anymore
Well maybe the damage is done
Maybe the darkness has won
And we were programmed
Just to suffer
I hate my fucking guts right now
Reckon you'd be better if I never existed
I'm sorry that I let you down
When you find this letter
Hope you don't get it twisted
'Cause the world is a scary place
Scary future
Scary fate
Thought the pain
Would teach me somehow
But the only thing
I figured out
Is life is a
